Saturday, 16 November 2013

Very important things

  • Drink water
  • Meet old friends
  • Take care of oneself
  • Be happy
  • Write
  • Sing
  • Play
  • Read
  • Eat good food
  • Do new things
  • Eat dessert
  • Travel to the hills
  • Bake
  • Make friends with many many many animals
  • Sleep under the stars
  • Go home

That's all for now! 

Much love, 

Sunday, 3 November 2013

Sunday Sulkings

A rather contradictory post after the last one where I spoke about inspiration; but I can’t help how I am feeling at the moment.

I like to say that I do most things for myself, that I am the most important person in my life and how it is important to put myself before all others, it is not at all like that. I find myself seeking approval from people – parents, family, friends, colleagues, people on the road who I don’t know, even random strays. I want them to love me. I want them to need me. I want them to find me useful. 

It’s sad really; I feel like I have lost my way once again. Things haven’t been spectacular in a long, long time – and I want it to get there. I miss being a star at everything I did. I miss the exhilaration of my life. I miss the adoration. I have become a lazy, mostly uninspired person and with it, I've stopped inspiring people. 

I want to be inspired and inspire once again.